As I have gone through life I have always wonder if I was good enough for someone? But I have now came to think maybe I never thought that I was good enough for anyone because I don't think I'm good enough for myself... I haven't ever really thought about it until now but I think it's true.
I've always have found myself jealous of girls who are pretty and fit. And when I have thought I've looked ok I've always had to fish for comments from people just to feel good. I have also started to see I'm a control freak towards my bf.. Honestly what am I becoming?? This isn't me, I need to change. I need to become the girl who is good enough for herself. I need to stop thinking everyone is so perfect and that I'm just some loser. Just because I have children does not mean my life has to stop. I need to set time out of each day for myself so that I can think of myself better. I know I can do better and will do better, but it's all about the start and staying on track.
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